Evening
Time: 11:14 PM PST
"I did know thee in the wilderness, in the land of great drought." --Hosea
13:5
Yes, Lord, Thou didst indeed know me in my fallen state, and Thou
didst even then choose me for Thyself. When I was loathsome and self-abhorred,
Thou didst receive me as Thy child, and Thou didst satisfy my craving wants.
Blessed for ever be Thy name for this free, rich, abounding mercy. Since then,
my inward experience has often been a wilderness; but Thou hast owned me
still as Thy beloved, and poured streams of love and grace into me to gladden
me, and make me fruitful. Yea, when my outward circumstances have been at
the worst, and I have wandered in a land of drought, Thy sweet presence has
solaced me. Men have not known me when scorn has awaited me, but Thou hast known
my soul in adversities, for no affliction dims the lustre of Thy love. Most
gracious Lord, I magnify Thee for all Thy faithfulness to me in trying
circumstances, and I deplore that I should at any time have forgotten Thee and
been exalted in heart, when I have owed all to Thy gentleness and love. Have
mercy upon Thy servant in this thing!
My soul, if Jesus thus acknowledged thee in thy low estate, be sure that thou
own both Himself and His cause now that thou art in thy prosperity. Be not
lifted up by thy worldly successes so as to be ashamed of the truth or of the
poor church with which thou hast been associated. Follow Jesus into the
wilderness: bear the cross with Him when the heat of persecution grows hot. He
owned thee, O my soul, in thy poverty and shame--never be so treacherous as to
be ashamed of Him. O for more shame at the thought of being ashamed of my best
Beloved! Jesus, my soul cleaveth to Thee.
"I'll turn to Thee in days of light,
As well as nights of care,
Thou brightest amid all that's bright!
Thou fairest of the fair!"